14th August 2010 will officially write a new chapter in Singapore and Olympic history. The very first Youth Olympic Games will finally begin at the Opening Ceremony with 27, 000 spectators live at the Marina Bay floating platform and 2 billion viewers across the world..
I don't think I can even begin to describe how I feel. Its truly the greatest privilege and honor to be part of this amazing occasion. On a personal note, it marks a very special milestone in what has been an incredible journey thus far..
It feels absolutely surreal just thinking back on how it all began. I was 14 then, and I was already sure I wanted to be a radio producer-presenter.. it has always been (and still is) my childhood ambition. I want(ed) to be that relatable personality on the air to people, one that makes them think, appreciate or feel appreciated and happy, every single time I go on air.. that has always been the dream and promise; it hasn't changed.
I never thought about or wanted to be a host.
The very first event I ever hosted in my life was a punishment for talking too much in class. That was a total disaster and I quite literally ended up being the biggest joke of the school. But for some reason, instead of saying "shit, i won't ever do this again", I was fired up with a new passion and determination. That began my journey as a host..
7 incredible years of many firsts and milestones. From the virgin school stage, to my first public event, camps, concerts, the first massive crowd, the time I hosted infront of our Prime Minister (and I still remember almost dying from fear), the beginning of major and international events.. World Cups, Asian Youth Games, Singapore Idol, media launches, and now the Youth Olympic Games.
Some people look at what i've achieved and simply say "this boy got lucky". To be completely honest, it really hurts whenever people dismiss the hard work and effort i've made to be where i'm at now.
It hasn't been an easy journey at all. There were times I had serious doubts and thoughts of quitting, to give up fighting the fight. Many occasions where I completely crashed from exhaustion physically and fear emotionally and psychologically. I've taken a lot of unassured risks, made many painful sacrifices, faced and still do get rejected or passed on by, get slammed, been subjected to a lot of public scrutiny, hate and shit..
People still and will always be saying hurtful and critical things which inevitably affects me. But I won't ever do things just for the sake of saying "i'll prove you wrong", i'll listen to what I have to and continue to challenge and strive to better myself because to me, the greatest joy is simply being able to do what I love, the best I can and be happy.
And I am happy.. and grateful.
Grateful for every opportunity and experience good and bad. Grateful especially for the friends, loved ones and people who believe in me.. and i'd also like to make a special note of thanks to Mark Richmond. I am the person I am and where i'm at today because of the love from these very special people in my life who've been supporting and encouraging me all the way through each chapter in my life.
To you guys.. thank you.
Tonight, the next chapter will be written. Dreams beyond what i've ever dared to dream are now a reality. But it doesn't end here. I will keep on working hard, doing my best; always appreciating the moments and people.. and continue sharing these experiences of my life and dreams with you. Maybe someday my stories will even give strength and encouragement to someone, somewhere, somehow.. and they too will go on to make an impact in their own lives and dreams. That will be totally inspiring.
Dreams are simply reality waiting to happen.. believe in them, do everything you can to make it happen, and never ever forget to be grateful and appreciate every experience and person along the way. True story :)
11 comments:
It´s AWESOME here! :) I´m looking forward to the opening ceremony :) :) I´m honored to be here and take part in the YOG :)
JIAYOU, matthew! :D really proud of you! :D
hey matt,congrats & i'll see you tmrw :)
Hey matt! its been a while since i came here. just wanna let you know,that you're so much empowered in within you! i'm truly encouraged by you, living your dream, and now a dream come true. i hope as your journey takes you through, you will continue to trust yourself, and push on no matter how hard it's gonna be! the greater the resistance, the more beautiful the outcome. =) believe in ur potential, cos thats what you are made to be! you go matt, keeping you in prayer! =)
All the best to you, Matt!
Yes, u made it this far, and more world stage coming to your way!
Just rmb we are always here for u, and believe that u can make dreams into reality! All i can say is u are AWESOME! Becos u did gave me strength to believe that dreams are not just dreams, but "simply reality waiting to happen"!!! :D
No worries tml i will be one of the 2billion viewers to watch you! :) Go go, Matt!
Hey Matt, I've seen you do your thing on that YOG stage & you did awesome! So keep up the good work & do your best! :)
Keep up the good work, Matt!
However, despite all the glories of YOG, I have YET to get my schedule. Yes, the opening ceremony is today and I have no schedule at all.
I am extremely disappointed with the WKF's irresponsibility. Emails and calls to supervisors, the main YOG email and to the person who mass-sent an email to the people in my venue go unanswered.
I went down personally to HQ and they gave me a number to call the in-charge of the venue I'm assigned to. I couldn't get through the call for the first day. The next day, I managed to call her and she said she saw my email. Imagine how offended I was. You received my email and didn't bother to reply me?
She did try to help me and told me that she would sms me another number to contact. That was 6 hours ago. I still have no number.
My feelings of anxiety have dissolved and now I feel that I shouldn't care less anymore. I have been responsible in contacting people about where is my schedule for weeks and I went down to HQ and did my best. What do I get? I get ignored.
What could have been an enriching YOG experience for me has now made me very bitter. I should stick to NDP, at least they handle their things way better than WKF.
I have volunteered before but this experience just makes me speechless in a negative way.
I'm sorry for ranting Matt, I am truly happy for you that you managed to get this opportunity.
HEY MATTHEW! I was soooo close to you just now, but still, I didn't dare to call out for you! HAHA! But HEY! YOU ARE AWESOME!!I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU CAUSE YOU ARE REALLY ONE OF THE HOSTS FOR YOG (Do you still remember that I asked you if you will be hosting for yog?) !!!! YOU ARE REALLY AWESOME! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!
-Stay awesome! :D
-WEITING
HEY MATT,
you dont need to wait for someday, you dont need somehow. because your story has already inspired us, you have already made an impact on my life and dreams.. & you will continue to.
as you live your dream, a beautiful dream come true, we are walking along with you. you may not know me, but hey, i will still be here. you constantly motivate me, and remind me of what life is about. thank you ;D
truly amazing.
Hey Matt! I am so glad to hear and see that you are doing well in ur life. Keep up the good work!! ((: I really hope to see you host in mediacorp one day on live telecast!! (:
Love,
;D
It's nice to see an update after such a long time! But we're all extremely proud of you Matt, for what you have achieved and for being a part of the YOG right now. There are gonna be even more tough times ahead but so long as you've got people backing you up, you know you'll be all right at the end of the day. Especially when people whom you do not know personally feel and believe so much in you.
Keep up the fighting spirit!
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