I never thought love would ever happen but it did. Like a movie scene, it played our beautiful romance. From the very first moment our eyes met, the first hello, the shy smitten smile that stayed frozen on our faces, the crazy pact we made there and then to run away from our lives to spend the day together, the song I composed from my heart and sang to you as you laid in my arms watching the stars above us. It was perfect..
But I woke up.
Even then, I was still in denial that it was just a dream. You and everything else felt so real, like it really did happen! I picked up my phone scrolling through my contacts wanting to call you.. then it hit me that you really existed only in that dream where we met and fell in love.
I tried desperately to fall asleep again, to seep back into our dream.. but I couldn't. You were gone, just a beautiful memory from a dream, my "dream girl" who made me believe that someday I will fall in love with you.. I just haven't met you yet.
12 comments:
if she comes by, shes one lucky girl. :D all the best Matt. only time will tell and show.
Hey!
Still young la Matt, only 21! HAHAHAHAHA! And not to worry becos you're one guy girls'd die for.
Neeways.
I really wanna try the jump someday! Always wanted to, so when i found out you did it, i got super excited (can ask you where i can try it mah, wahahaha)!!! SHIIIIIIIOK LAH!
Congrats on being 21! I cant wait for my turn... The beginning of our lives... as adults. ;)
You should change your blogskin with new pictures n stuff! ;)
New chapter, new live, new beginning...
All the best Matt!
Continue to work hard towards your dreams. You're really talented, and i believe you know strengths. I believe you will continue to soar. Am sure your other friends too!
Forget about those who try to bring you down, doubt you and such...
Cos you just gotta believe in yourself and you'll make it. :)
Always a call/sms/facebook/twitter/msn away...
Joan Tye
FAH: haha actually, i think i'll be the luckiest guy to be able to love whoever she may be and be loved back. anyway, ehh i wanted to ask you! er, who are you exactly? lol
JOAN: Ehh! :) Bali Bali! Its an incredibly awesome place. But if you want to do bungee, should go for the New Zealand one lah.. that one'll be the most awesome jump and experience. thank you for the message and support Joan! I still have your note you gave me at Teenage Icon the other time with the lolly :)
ps: aiyah i'm quite annoyed with blogger and all the problems and i am just a little bit tempted to switch to tumblr but i don't know how that one works so i'm still sticking to blogger for now haha. i don't think i'll be changing the layout anytime soon though but but! I may be changing some stuff ;)
This is one of the most wonderful things I have ever had the pleasure of reading! It kind of like a Notebook romance but in dream form, would make an AWESOME movie!
You have such a great gift for writing Matthew seriously, I might have to spend the next several hours reading the rest of your blogs!
much love xxxxxxxxx
I'm just any ordinary passerby, but something got me curious.
It really takes up time and effort to upload pictures, think of what to write and everything. We blog our daily lives, our perspectives and stuff. But sometimes, i find myself not blogging my true feelings, my true emotions, or what really happened.
I felt trapped inside, i need to let it out but writing in an online diary seems unappropriate.
I'm just wondering if perhaps, sometimes you find yourself in this situation too. You gotta be careful with what you write, or perhaps surpress whatever you feel when there's something bothering you. It's just restricted.
Hahhas, i know this is leading to no where, but what i'm trying to say is, I hope you'll continue to be your true self, the true you.
Keep up with the good work. (:
Emma: That is so sweet of you! And i'm so humbled that you're reading my blog all the way from England (got your message on facebook!). And i think you're officially cool because you love The Notebook too. One of my favorite movies of all time :)
Anonymous: Hmm its not "not exactly leading to anywhere", i can totally understand what you were trying to say and its true actually. I don't always put out all my inner thoughts and everything about my life on this blog, those are moments and conversations i have with my closest friends but sometimes, a lot of times, even though its hard to really "be yourself".. we've gotta stay true and thats important (and something you pointed out which is really cool, thanks for reminding me as well!). And thank you for appreciating the fact that updating whatever content takes effort - and you for taking time to write that comment :)
Note?! I cant even rmb!!! Lol!
But nvm, i rmb how many shampoos we had to buy to vote for you!!! LMAO! From singing to hosting... NICE! I even got to see you dance! (Your 21 deeds) YOU HAVE POTENTIAL MAN!!! Your sexy shorts and you move your booty quite well. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
One of my fav dares of yours is when you jumped into ur sch pond. OMG. my mouth opened. Like this.... :O
POWER!!! I like!
Omgosh, the New Zealand one looked damnnnnnn scary! The Bali one shld be a starter for me! If i can get thru that, i'll try the New Zealand one some day! :D
Btw, how do you do the... turn while you were hanging upside down?!
Joan
Yeap, all i can say is- Once in a while, stop whatever you are doing. Close your eyes, take a deep breath- and think. Reflect on everything that has been happening around you.
Be true to your heart, let whatever that's burried in it out once in a while.
Cause i know how it feels though i'm not in the media.
P/s: You'll find that girl. (:
x
ha ha. thats a real sweet dream.
Very inspired by your blog! It sends out happiness even through words and is very encouraging to know that there is someone out there being a blessing to others. (:
Continue to shine at where you are!:)
that's really nice. :)
I had these dreams too ! Always tht that one day it may come true.
I think I'm a lil too late on reading your blog and I just saw this post. haha. I believe that the girl must exist somewhere just like the guy in my dream just waiting for the right time to show up :)
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