Update

Okay i'm seriously annoyed as I type this because Blogger's still being all weird. Its like, I do want to write about a lot of things running through my head these days, but I get put off by how messed up my page looks.

Hmm.. I've been receiving quite a few once-in-a-lifetime opportunities recently but I think its really important not to get carried away and saying yes to every single amazing invitation. I really need to take time to ask myself if its the right thing and time to do so.

Seize the moment, yes, but am I even ready for that moment?

I believe there's always a right moment for everything, sometimes we have to take risks to discover that "right moment". But I personally feel that it should never be at the expense of others suffering because you weren't ready for it.

I'm humbled that people see something in me to offer such unbelievable opportunities but I want to be able to confidently accept knowing that i'm ready and will deliver something special. Right now, "doing my best" is still not good enough and I know it. I've declined some of these offers but I'm not giving up. I'm going to be working harder and pushing myself further.

But I'm still damn excited because besides hosting and all, i'll be embarking on a few personal projects that i've always wanted to start on. And I also want to do fun stuff like soccer, beach hang out, stay overs, all-you-can-eat buffets, bowling, movies at the actual damn cinema and a whole lot of other things together with friends this holidays.

I've been chasing my dreams but its time to start living life a lot more meaningfully as well. The road's not always going to be all cheery but i'm just going to try to wake up each morning with a smile and be that little positive difference. Its going to be awesome days ahead.. happy holidays! :)